a bad day.
i simply cannot resist everything that happen to me.
i just couldnt take it anymore.
why mum why?what did i do to make yoo react diff towards me today?
yesterday,,everyone was hokay.
but why must it be today that yoo all change?
im confused.im frustrated.i just hate it all.
ive been hiding my sadness from all of yoo.
i just couldnt bear the treatment yoo gave me.
the tears just couldnt stop.it keeps running down my cheeks.
i hate to stay at home.i just wish that i could just go out.
but i knoe if i do that,,it will just make the situation worst.
stop all this nonsence.I HAVE ENOUGH.!
stop it,stop it will yoo?
dont think about yorself only.
im yor daughter and yoo knoe that.thats the fact.
yor a mother.yoo should knoe whats right and whats not.
think twice will yoo.being quiet wont do any better.
i wont say that i hate yoo.but please,dont make me say the words yoo never want to hear it from me.dont make that happen.
im sorry.
boyf missed called me 6 times today.
he was worried.but it hokay now.
ty for being so concern about me boyf.
iloveyoo.
ty zy for yor concern also.
i know yoo will be there for me.
iloveyootoo.
Labels: hoping for the better tmr.
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Deela's Ending || Friday, March 21, 2008
