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Sunday, April 20, 2008

woooootss.hello ppl.
hmm.this week is like boring lurh.nnothing much happen.
but me and izz was hokay for now.but i dont know larh.
its like different seyh now.its not like last tyme anymore.
no more kisses.no more hugs.and no more tyme for the two of us.
maybe cus we dont make an effort to do that stuffs this days.
like walao.aper nak jadi ngan kiteorg?aper seyh.hmmmph.

told someone about my problems.ty ppl.
especially to KY.!he's always there to listen to my problems and giving
me advices.ill always trust hym no matter what.eventhough he's not soo close to me but hes a nice guy.hmm.but hes just a friend tau.ahahaha.
ty ey ky.
secondly,i told taufiq too.he is also a good at advice.he told me what to do and what not to do.im trying uh now.ty.great uh.ahahaha.

yoo can see,now im trying my best to do whatever i could.
how i wish this could end.and i will just lead my life as i want to.
ppl are controlling my life now and then.its like im leading my life the way ppl want me too not the way i want to.hmm.pls ey ppl.stop controlling me larh.
im sick and tired following what yoo ppl want from me.
stop asking me this.:
"asal tak ckp ngan izz?"
"pegy ckp ngan izz larh"
"just talk things out."
"compromise"
why are yoo ppl telling me this stuff?huh?
its like fuck larh.its my problem uh whether to talk to hym or not.
if yoo ppl care soo much bout hym,then go ahead and be with hym.stop blabbing arnd me can?yoo ppl are just making my life go to misery.
stop larh.its my life not yors.soo mind yor own fucking business.
just go and lead yor life will yoo?stop getting involve in this.
yeah i know hes yor friend but what about me?dont yoo ppl have a piece of mind and start thinking what am i feeling?why are yoo ppl soo short minded?ask yorself can?this is not about yoo ppl,this is about me.!
STOP THIS NONSENCES!STOP BLABBING!
yoo ppl nvr knew how i feel.only zy knows.yeah cus she is always there to listen to me.yoo guys doesnt know it.the one ho started this was hym not me.soo stop putting the fucking blame on me.get the full story first.
as yoo ppl say.:
"just make the first move will yoo.?he cried just now.he loves yoo."
or whatsoever.pls alrh.STOOOOOOP.it.

urghh.ass larh ppl.shut up and go lead yor life and stop bothering about mine.unless i ask for yor help.fuck.shooo.will yoo?

well,,now,im thinking bout what to do next.
im still making my decisions.for yor info,i cant stop thinking.
when i eat,when i bath,when i walk,evrything i do,i just cant stop thinking.
but i know its difficult but what can i do.i need to do what i think is beat for me and not anyone else.its my life.i want it to be the way i want it to be.hokay.that is what i want.so be it.except it.ot if yoo dont,just get lost.shoo.ass.

im sick and tired of all this.
how i wish it could end easily.
so tmr it will be.only zy knows.

goodnyte readers.
dont bother lurh.
im hurt but noboedy care.
they just care about izz.how he feels.
just be it larh.

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