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Friday, July 11, 2008

hello readers.(:
sorry cus i've not been updating this blog of mine for a longlong tyme.hee.

well,if yoo see my profile,im attached kan?haha.yeah,i am.
my boyfriend?is muhammad fareezad.yeah.ilove hym deep bby.
started,yesterday indeed.hmm.100708.thats the date.

but seriously,ilove hym,haha.okayokay bby.!
today,i didnt even get a chance to meet hym.not even after school or recess.i miss hym.haha.
im sick&i hate it.fcuk.! i didnt attend guides eventually.i went home.its getting worse.!im soo bored.but luckily,he entertain me.

many people came up to me and asking me am i okay.hee.soo concern ey people.tnks.ily all.!
i borrowed zy's jacket nut i ended up bringing it home with me.tnks darla for sending me to bangkit.hee.appreciate it manymany.(:but actually boyf wanted to send me home but i said nehmind next tyme.hee.i dont want to trouble hym.so,i went home alone.
everywhere i go,ppl looked at me.hmm.something wrong?yeah,i know my face look pale.but i dont care bout them.hee.

another thing,about ana.
she keeps wanting me to forgive her.its not the tyme yet&get this straight.
dont tell me that its not yor fault cus i know it is yor fault.if it isnt,why would i be soo angry.huh?
dont always put the blame on other ppl boleh.yoo put all the blame on marlia.
you said that you dont want to lose me?im telling you that yoo are afraid of loosing everybody.!even to the ppl that you dont really like,you pretend that you like them infront of them.wth?its just a pretend?you cant hide from the truth yoo know.& is it a must to complain to everybody abt me not talking to you?huh?is it a must?im sick & tired of entertaining ppl like yoo.you are no different as tassha.both of you are suitable in being good friends.sorry uh ana.i cant simply forgive ypu just like that.you dont have to cry to prove that you really need forgiveness.i know its just a crocodile tears.but whatever things,i dont think yoo really need me in yor life cus from what i see,you are happy with all yor new friends & which i hate all of them except for ida.
goodbye ey ana.i think if we are okay ald pon,we wont be as close as bfore.sorry.!

yeah.im sick & tird of fighting.if yoo all hate me,so be it.!for yor info,i didnt force zy to be with me for 24/7 but she who's the one who want to be with me cus when she is with all of you,she is bored.so whatever larh ey.i dont care.i ald have all the people i need in life but not all of yoo bullshits ey.

forget it.byebye.

so,ive blog everything that i want to blog abt.so.yeah.thats it.

not forgetting,i love my boyfriend!
goodbye.
tc readers.

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