like have been suck-ish for me these days . problems after problems . with family , boyf & friends .how i wish that all the problems will go away . but most important one is withmy dearest boyf . i dont want to put up the problems here .well, had problems with mum lately . she is obviously hoping soo much from me .she's comparing me & my elder sister & brother . its like wth ? im not the same as them ! pls stop comparing . if you hate me so much & thinking that im such a burden , dhen tell me .now , you have lost yor hopes in me ? just now she said to me : " kau piker kau ny PANDAI sangat ?" i heard that sentence & i was like so damn hurt . lately she have been like saying that im nothing . actually , ive improved alot but yet she didnt realise it . she said what is this ? you are going to take yor 'N' level next year & you have not even improved . & she evn have the guts to blame my friends for this . but i told her that dont you blame my friends & just blame me cus im the one who is not showing goo results .but since you have no hope for me , i'll show it to you . but if i succeed , its NO thanks to you .i'll remember what you said & i nvr forget it . its up to you to say what you want cus im tired of yor words . to my bestf 's :im sorry if i have not been with you everytime & i was with my boyf .you guys should understand what i have been facing . but pls stop saying that break ups is the solution for me cus i know it isnt . try to understand . but i am sure that i wont be leaving you guys . i need you guys cus you guys are my listening ears & someone that i could depand on . i surely love you guys ♥subjects which i passed : eng , mt , c.humans , F&NI FAILED: MATHS & C.SCIENCEstudy hard yeahs .(:tkcrs ppl .have a great day (:i ♥ fareezad .Labels: from bad to worst
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Deela's Ending || Thursday, October 16, 2008
