thanks for being there for me bestfriends . (:i didnt imagine that ezad will turn out to be like this . nobody did .but why suddenly things change till this bad ? what have i ever done to you till i deserve this in return ? dont you have some thought for me ? you said you love me but is this how you show it to me ? you are so self-centered . you never realise the mistakes you've made . always thinking about yorself . you keep changing stories to everything . you nvr even know what is the consequences to everything that you've done . all the promises made were all gone just like that ? what happen to the guy who is very loving & caring ? the guy whom i know that will change for the better ? ive been there for you through yor ups & downs . ive been there for you when you are having yor N levels . i didnt even disturb yor studies .did you remember last year , we usually went to the library ? you wanted to study & i just sat beside you while you were studying ? didnt you remember ? ive always been there building up yor confidence to everything that yor uncertain of . & after all the things that ive done & even some sacrifices that ive made for you . i even pray that you'll pass yor N levels . in the end , did you pass ? & this is what i get in return ? you gave me hopes & everything but in the end you just have to make it the opposite ? whats wrong with you fareezad ? dont you haave a heart ? you gave me all sort of excuses ? all you think now is just joking ? all of this thing is a joke for you ? dont you know how hurt am i ? or dont you know anything ? i can say that yor the best among all my ex-boyfriends . you've made a huge impact in my life . maybe theres something that yor hiding from me now . you need to tell me the truth . i dont hate you . instead im still loving you . thanks alot fareezad . all the best for the future .Labels: its again for you .
Baby,scream.
Deela's Ending || Saturday, January 17, 2009
