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Friday, February 13, 2009

HAPPY ADVANCED VALENTINES DAY TO YOU PEOPLE!

IM NOT CELEBRATING V-DAY WITH ANYONE !
but seriously , who cares aites ? its not that i have no one but im going m'sia later & gonna be back on SUNDAY(:
i dont care by not celebrating v-day not like someone ! hahahah ! soo desperate on having someone to be thier v-day date . hahahah !

proceed ajer larh kays . enough of the critism & everything . (:

what can i say if people hates me huh ? i dont care actually . at least my girlfriends will always be there . guys are just being guys , kan ? thinking about themselves everytime . didnt bother abt what others think or anything . why siol ? but seriously , i thought yor were my closest thing or should i say my closest guy friend . yet you have the guts to just spill everything i told you to someone who you were just close not more than a month ? i shouldnt have trusted you in the first place . now i know what kind of guy you are . i dont know what to say . its obvious that you told someone abt what ive said . whats wrong with you ? ive nvr ever spill any of yor fucking secrets to anyone & now you spilled mine ? huh ? whats got into "FRIEND" ? dont blame me if i treat you way much different now . i dont have the mood to even say a word to you . dont give me yor face which have the look of wanting "simpathy" .

btw , to that pathetic ass-shit girl . if you dare larh kan , tak happy come to me & talk kays ? dont act as if you are so daring to talk behind the computer . serious talking ey , not happy , come ! yor face irrits me uh kays . merepek sakk ! jgn jady minah kental mcm mat kental kau tuh , which is yor close friend kay . HAHAH ! if yor reading this dhen its good then . klau kau terase pon best perh ! whatever larh siol .

i must choose properly . whether is it him or him . 2 people at one tyme is difficult for me . make it easier by showing me which is best for me . if i have to stay single & not being with anyone , its better .(: like i said , im betteroff being on my own now . but now what ? what to do ? ooh , please help me ):

for the first one :
make it easier for me to choose . i dont trust you much lately . what can i do now ? what do you expect from me . im only asking you to make the right choice . you said you choose me but now what ? i cant see clearly . yor making it difficult for me now . please be clear okays . i cant think futher more . tkcr (:

for the second one :
why are you coming back to me ? i thought yor gone & are far away frome me . but why must it be now ? its making things difficult for me you know . if yor not here now , dhen its easy for me to choose . but now , i must pick which is best for me . is it you or him . i dont want this to happen . i dont want to say much . tkcr (:

for the people :
make things easy for me please . stop asking me to go to the one you think is best for me . both of yor opinions were the opposite . i cant make my decisions now . ):

i didnt know that being single is difficult for me . clearing my minds now (:

im not suppose to say or even be feeling this way . but actually ,im missing you ):
only i know okay . dont ask !

why ooh why ?

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