
i have the feelings that people these days are just like a piece on plain wood. they doesnt seem to know what they had done to others that just bring down others reputation. i dont understand these people. why i compared them to woods as wood are plain. without any brain & aint a living thing. so, without brain it cant think. but this human here has a brain & had live in this hatred world for years but still, they aint using thier precious brain properly.
& sometimes, i wonder. what have i done to you that made you this way. after all this while, i had not been interferring in yor lifes. i had nothing to do with you for a few months & now , you wanted to start everything. i thought you said what's over is over. but you didnt mean what you've said. you are even threatening me in msg's. whats your motive? what will you ever get in return ? nothing!
i didnt even have the thought of you being this way. i thought you were different. you are much better last time. but like what people say : "people change". & yeah, you changed & everybody could see that. but why are yor eyes so blind that you cant see yorself in the mirror telling you what have you done all this while. deep in your heart, i know that you could be a great person but only you couldnt see how bright you are & i think that you will never realise.
why cant you just say that you're wrong in this thing. if you ever did say to me nicely, i would have accepted & i would have believed you. but look at what you have done? i didnt plan this thing to happen. be serious in talking abt serious stuff. this thing aint a joke that you could laugh at. you are just making a big fool out of yorself. why are you being so ego. yor ego is being so unbearable each day that comes.
i dont care about what gonna happen next. i will just go with the flow.
i aint turning back to the past about me & you . theres only memories left in me & i would like to keep it that way.
( you know who you are )
written by : deela
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Deela's Ending || Monday, April 27, 2009