
it's been suuuuupeeeer long since i've updated! hahah, i've been busy lah. busy with school mostly. yes people, im in ite college east. im in the nursing course & i super love it lah. it's what i wanted since, i dnt know when. hahah! so, yeah school is taking most of my time right now. well, everyday school started at 8am & finishes at arnd 5pm or even 6pm. & yeah, now i only have 2 subjects to focus on & in 1 day, i may have 4 hrs or bio science & 4 hrs of nursing studies! & the rest of the hours are just break or sports & wellness & lifeskills. weekdays, like no life! hahah, but i dont mind lah. next week, phase test on transferring a patient to a wheelchair. there's alot of procedures to do & how to communicate is important! & in 3 mths time, im going to clinical attachment! yeay or what siaa?! hahah! okay, enough abt school alrdy. hahah!
& i dont know abt people but somehow i get irritated by guys liking a girl lah. it's like, if a girl rejected you, please dont beg her to take you. stop msging her or even call her for several times when you alrdy know that no matter what, she wont picked up your calls. please, this life will not always turned out the way you want it to. you have to accept that alright? stop msging that girl what you are facing in life right now & how you wish she could comfort you or do anything that will make you feel better. im telling you that IT'S NOT WORKING AT ALL! instead of caring for you, she's indeed irritated by you! why wouldnt you just let her be & just shut up! seriously la dude, life has to move on lah okay & please, stop your attitude lah. & stop trying to get others attention. yes, others pity you but hey, arent you making the girls name like bad? making others feel like she's in the wrong & also letting others to have a bad impression on her? you are just thinking abt yourself lah dude! she know lah, your bestfriend just passed away but what can she do? it's not that she have no heart & not pity you too but seriously, you are expecting for her to comfort you when she's beginning to hate you day by day? okay fine, you & her are classmates but, so what lah, so what? im telling you this, when she treats you like a friend, who told you to fall in love with her, who told you that she's gonna be glad hearing that from you, who told you that she can still treat you like last time? & WHO THE HELL TOLD YOU THAT IT'S GONNA FINE?! please lah, think lah think! & now, you see. the situation is getting worst.
im really irritated with this lah.
tkcr ah, bye.
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Deela's Ending || Friday, January 22, 2010